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1 Year Rebirth Anniversary Update

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I was going to send this out as an update after a year. Can you just read it and let me know if it’s too lengthy or anything?

03/19/24, the day I was gifted a second chance at life. 365 days later and what a grand adventure it’s been. A year ago I experienced my rebirth and my world has completely changed. When I was first diagnosed with aplastic anemia there were a lot of feelings and thoughts and fears about my future and how my entire world and routine would be changing without me having any real say or control in the matter. I chose to fight.

The fight was hell. My body holds on to a lot of the emotional and physical trauma that I experienced throughout this process and I often feel flighty and panicky when I think about this last year. Smells, sounds, pictures, and places that relate to my treatment trigger a panic response and I have changed immensely because of it.

Even though it wasn’t easy and I had complications along the way, I have no regrets for the path I’ve walked along. I am grateful that I have gained new perspectives and understandings for life.

I can report that my physical health has drastically improved and my blood counts are all within normal ranges!! I am beyond grateful and blessed for my new immune system and the ability to produce my own blood cells again!!

Big shout out to my little sister for my new cells ? her experience was not easy and she went through an intense process to be my donor, she was a true warrior through it all. My new life is all thanks to her ❤️

My support system is the reason I was able to stay strong and not give up. I feel heartache for all fellow humans who experience these health challenges in life with nobody to support them because it’s a crippling experience in so many ways.

My husband, mom, dad, and sisters showed up for me every single day even when I pushed them away and tried to retreat into my shell. I’m glad the people in my life can gently and lovingly push my ass to accept help. All of the cards, texts, and calls from my village gave me the courage and hope to keep going. Thank you to everyone who thought of me, sent me well wishes, and checked in on me. My village is a vast one and this last year made me realize how many people I have cheering for me.

And a HUGE thank you to each individual who makes the selfless decision to donate blood/organs! It took many people to keep me alive before, during, and after transplant. I received numerous red blood cell, platelet, and immunoglobulin transfusions. Donors are my hero’s and I have so much gratitude for each one of you!! ❤️

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