I was diagnosed with multiple myeloma in March 2024. A thoracic surgeon at the Cleveland Clinic performed multiple biopsies on my upper back, ninth rib, lower back, and pelvis due to multiple fractures and red lesions. I underwent many MRI's, PET scans, and X-rays. Upon returning to Youngstown, Ohio, I was referred to an oncologist at Mercy Health in Youngstown, Ohio, for chemotherapy. List the chemotherapy medications Zarxio, Carfilzomib KYPROLIS IV, cycloPHOSphamide CYTOXAN IJ, Doxorubicin, Revlimid, Zometa, melphalan, and etoposide.
Since my multiple myeloma diagnosis a year ago, my life has taken on a different perspective, particularly concerning my independence. After initially ignoring my body's pain and returning to work, I encountered a challenging situation during a 6 AM shift. While trying to complete an assignment, I found myself unable to stand up from my chair due to numb legs, which triggered an anxiety attack. Following this, paramedics transported me to the hospital, where I was in the ICU for a period due to the nurses administering excessive pain medication, causing my oxygen levels to drop.
Additionally, I had to start over, using a walker and wearing a back brace. When I was discharged, I still required medical attention, and my mother, medical aid, and physical therapist from Patron Care in Niles, Ohio, worked with me to help me regain my independence. In addition to my low immune system, I experienced nausea and went through early menopause. I was also in pain and fatigue, which significantly impacted my life. Currently, I'm taking various medications, such as Eliquis, Amlodipine, apixaban 5 MG Tabs tablets, Calcium, oxycodone, and muscle relaxers. As an overachiever, I must perform my job to the best of my abilities; otherwise, I cannot continue working. I have recently received a central line with anesthesia and met with the RN bone marrow transplant specialist today. My mother has received instructions on how to properly care for the central line and administer Zarxio chemotherapy injections. I will spend the weekend at home and then head back to Cleveland on Monday, 5-12-25, for the collection of stem cells for my transplant. The stem cell collection was successful, and the stem cell transplant team was able to collect 6 and 7 million stem cells in a single session. I received my transplant on May 29, 2025, and have been hospitalized several times since then.
I may require maintenance chemotherapy, but after reflection, I'm okay with my current situation. A cancer diagnosis can trigger a wide range of emotions and thoughts, including fear, anxiety, sadness, and anger. It's vital to acknowledge and process my feelings, which are normal and expected. Seeking support from loved ones, healthcare providers, or support groups can be extremely helpful in navigating this challenging journey. Multiple myeloma significantly affected my mental well-being, leading to anxiety, depression, and feelings of isolation. However, open communication, seeking professional help, and having an open relationship with my Lord and Savior were beneficial. Going into the Word gave me a clear understanding, hope, and encouragement to get through my circumstances. “I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.” Philippians 4:13 KJV.
I didn't hesitate to reach out to friends, family, healthcare providers, or support groups for help and guidance. Cancer is part of my life, but it doesn't define me. There's usually something to smile about. If I set my mind to it, I can do anything. When cancer happens, I don't put my life on hold; I keep striving. I'm focused on my brighter future. I've had to adapt and make better decisions due to my new body and low immunity. I'm satisfied with that.
As a survivor, warrior, and fighter, I've embraced my spirit and kept the faith. I've had many laughs, gained confidence, and grown stronger with each tear. I've taken in positivity and remained courageous in love and hope, refusing to give up!